not a yoga post

Sorry folks this is more of a journal entry then anything else. I am feeling a little on the down side and just want to get this out.

It’s super frustrating. I feel like I don’t have anyone to talk to about the wedding and I am so excited for it. I want all the wedding stuff now and I am getting impatient waiting. Not that I see the wedding itself as a big deal, in fact I am mostly put off by it. I don’t want to be the center of attention at all. I just want to wear my pretty dress, spend time with my partner and eat & drink to my heart’s content. The wedding is more of an excuse to have people dress-up. Tristan and I already know what we feel towards each other and the wedding is not to prove it. Anyways, I feel like that’s pretty much the bane of my existence now and I really don’t want it to be. I would love to forget about it for a couple of months and start doing other money saving things. I am super bummed about all this. I really don’t feel I have anything to look forward to other than this because we are working on getting out of debt and paying for the rest of the wedding.  Actually I have yoga and running, but those are pretty solitary activities. Also, Tristan’s going to teach me how to play Halo, so that’s nice. I do have another blog entry to write about, but am I waiting for Sofia to be completely in the blue before I write it.